Interests:music. music. music. my friends.boys. boys who are not shorter than me. taco bueno. clothes. dogs. not cats. =\ <-that face. snow. driving. not wearing hats. lip rings. swinging at the park. boys with pretty hair. movies. showers. kissing. playing in the rain. jumping on trampolines. concerts. not falling on my face. text messages. horses. sleeping. going to the beach. playing monopoly. kip dynamite. bridges. daisies. bert and his laugh. swimmng. shoes. cars. necklaces. letters. johnny depp. eyeshadow. kix. pillows. cuddling. halo 2 (actually just the rocket launcher). sno-cones! the color pink. being sarcastic. not ladybugs. nailpolish. being too cool for you. not really. Expertise:stalking people.
wow. so i have not written in this thing in foreverrrrr. so maybe after like 6 months i guess i could update. apparently a lot has changed, ha. yeah so im still going to school at tcc... gay. but i should be done after this semester and then i'll be able to go to an actual REAL college again. that will be nice. and surprisingly i've been making good grades... what a change. i still work at directv and i really really hate it. being there only makes me want to finish school so i know i won't be stuck working in a place like that for the rest of my life. i really miss going to osu. maybe not so much the school itself but i think i just miss all the potential i had back then more than anything. but whatever. hmm. what else has changed? oh. yeah, well the boy that i seemed to talk about non stop in here before is now non-existant. im not sure what he's up to and i really dont care. however, i do have a new boyfriend who is absolutely amazing :). maybe i shouldn't talk about him in here though since apparently that's bad luck. ha. i keep changing my major constantly. and every time i think i've for sure decided on something, my mind changes. rightttttt now its photojournalism but that means i would have to move somewhere like new york if i ever actually wanted to make money. i dont think that would end up working out. i keep thinking about maybe going back to psychology but unless i go to school for 392 years there's not really a possibility of me making much money at that either. and of course i think about changing back to law, but that too would require 329339393 years of school and there's no guarantee that i'd make a lot of money with that either. i wish the things i liked doing paid better. i should have this figured out by now but i guess i can just never be content with ANYTHING. working and going to school full time keeps me constantly stressed out and im sick of doing it. i miss this time last year when i hardly ever worked and didnt care that i never had money. i want to move out but i get too scared at the thought of HAVING to work full time. gross. i really need a vacation. other than that, i guess i'll see you in another six months.
i'm slipping in between you and your big dreams. it's always YOU in my big dreams.
so i just got really freaked out. because i looked at my little xanga tracker thing that i completely forgot i had until recently. i've decided that people are crazy. i realized that the people that look at my xanga more than my actual friends.. or even myself? are... one crazy ex boyfriend... one boy who just freaks me out in general... and another girl who i have never even met? and i don't think i've ever even looked at any of their xangas before. and these people even look at mine while on vacation... wow. apparently i lead quite the interesting life!
in other news. last week was 5 months for me and ryan! yay. i'm excited for six! hehe. and i've been really sick all week! it was gross. but i'm recovering. i started my new job and i work 40 hrs a week, argh. but i get paid really really really well. and its pretty much the same schedule as my lover. so it works out okay. and i got my first paycheck friday... and spent too much money. OH well. and last night me and ryan went glow bowling with sarah and charles. i'm just going to go ahead and say that i'm the most amazing bowler in the whole world. ......no.
im craving root beer right now.
i love new clothes!
i feel like working out. but i think i want to see my boyfriend instead
why am i still up!? who knows... but i'm bored so i've turned to xanga. writing in this twice in one week? ...crazy... i know.
you know who i really don't like? girls in general. they're always sketchy... they all have hidden agendas. ha! i just realized i'm in the 'i hate girls' xanga thing...... this is so true. 99.99999 percent of girls are COMPLETELY fake and only look out for themselves. this is why i only like a very few of them. i'm done ranting.
lately i've been thinking about some stuff. like, if you met me six months ago and then talked to me again today, i doubt you'd think i was the same person. i feel like ive really grown up in a lot of ways. i probably seem like a hugeeee bitch to some people that i used to always hang out with... i'm just not really interested in that stuff anymore. i think most of it is because of ryan, i'm so glad i met him, he's definitely made me a much better person. it's really late and i'm no longer using proper sentence structure... oops.
last night me and ryannnn went to underoath... it was fun but i had a headache and there were a lot of 12 year olds.. grr.
and tonight we went to mayfest..... and it was lots of fun because we like funnel cake!
i had grass down my shirt in this picture thanks to my precious boyfriend:::
we're pretty much inseperable. the only time we aren't together is when he's working or something. mmmm... i love it. i love him :)
mmm, i'm excited for people to come home for the summer! yay! haha, that is my precious little penny in my picture with me. she's so cute. this is my last week of freedom before i have to start being at work at 6:30 am everyday. GROSS. i'm kind of glad i got a new job though. i also am kinda glad about how much money i'll be making. yayyyyy. ryan and i went on a hot date the other night... to the rodeo!! hahaha. it was actually really fun. why do i even write in this anymore? i'm insane. myspace is so much better, duh.
this is my last week of freedom before i have to start being at work at 6:30 am everyday. GROSS. i'm kind of glad i got a new job though. i also am kinda glad about how much money i'll be making. yayyyyy. ryan and i went on a hot date the other night... to the rodeo!! hahaha. it was actually really fun. why do i even write in this anymore? i'm insane. myspace is so much better, duh.
